A New year activities!!

'Still working on the proposal, still bored, still waiting for the next challenge but it seems that it may take a while. No sign yet of interested parties for a new convergence with my new company. not bad income though but it's worthless to a guy like me whose principle is not all about money but worthyness of once prize. (dig it?)..... still praying though, still expecting coz' i know this year 2009 is our year, the year of coming out from the open, the year of sleepless night of tension . i'm sure and a great gut feeling that this is the year. Builtronix & Bizdynamix will shine and be known in "System Solution arena". No doubt about it. I just completed my format & formula used for the upcoming inquiries (project inquiries), still a lot of work to do but this exercise can be completed in half a day, how about the next hours?, and the next day? and the next week.? i know i can do something, i know i can find a thing or two to let myself busy but it's still not enough. I can concentrate on the "Mediator" system from RZ but this will not help to resolve my craving of work and pressure. this kind of exercise can be completed in just few weeks of time, but how about after it was done? and i know how to play it?. what's next?... implementation? application? experimentation?.... not bad idea though. it seems that i solved my own problem. i will not be bored after all. this is the best thing's i have to do. and i'm sure i will not be bored and felt a commoner. this trully is will help. crazy to think about it, all the yapping & complaining , the only person who can solve your own anxiety and madness is your own self. and it will take you awhile to realized that. it take you awhile to contemplate on what really is you need to do. I'm just blessed this will turn out well. As long as I have my doubt & anxiety intact and bothering me,i'll always be challenge to solve and conquer it. It will always be a pleasure overcoming it. "A never ending question will always be a great challenge to overcome ".